I want to Change!!

I received my cheq for my maternity leave....... lower than what i expected...... So cham........ I wanted to change my job, go and study and do business.... But i can't until i found a new job..... I went to Jobsdb...... End up i can't find what i want to work....... I'm not interested AT ALL...... I just want to change, want to have a new life, want to let my life more meaningful..... Is it too late??